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『⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ you've haunted me all my life. 』

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✎ ... ❝ the inevitability of death calls to me like the comfort of going home after a long summer of pretending to be someone i am not. ❞

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『 a collection of my writings. 』

⌦ 𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴: mentions of abuse, sexual assault, and generalized depictions of trauma are outlined in this work. lowercase intended.

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- the beginning of a love story - What would you feel when you did lost something precious? How would you react if you ever find it but it's different from what have you ever predict it would be? And what would you do if you happen to lost it once again in unacceptable way? "Wha-how.....??!" "Yeah I do. But promises created are meant to be break" "Nooo!! Don't you dare to go!!" P/S : Lol, is Hana no good in writing English, so do with synopsis ;) Anyway..... Have fun!! P/P/S : I've wrote this story when I was 11 before thinking to upload it later, so..... yeah...... It's quite cringeworthy, but believe it or not, the storyline is actually good tho🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️ (and currently in proofreading)