Breakdowns

Breakdowns

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Last published Mon, Mar 14, 2022

Form now on (06/06/21) I'll record all my breakdowns aka the times that I suddenly cry cause I can't take it anymore, and I just can't just stand all my pent up frustration anymore.

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