heart broken. that's all I had to say to be truly heart broken and leave him with no regrets. somehow my mind and heart was telling me not to love him, not to give him my love, for it would all just die out someday. I just had to love him, though. he kept pushing me by the look in his eyes to love him.. and I fell for it. until I was officially broken by him. it was all just a game that he was planning on doing this whole time. but I was reminded of love again. I truly felt love and care this time. this other guy actually gave me real love. and I couldn't have cared less abou t the other one, or the whole world at all....