//In the city of flashing lights and dazzling miracles of New York, Scarlett Scott finds herself fighting her demons rather than enjoying her blissful youth. But from the moment the pair of forest green eyes of punk, rock boy band member crushed into hers, she knew, Harry Styles was a puzzle, that she would give up everything to solve. But would their scorching love demolish the demons hidden within, or unfold the mysteries that he hides behind those guarded green eyes?
TW:
RAPE, SUICIDE, MURDER, VULGAR LANGUAGE, EATING DISORDER, PTSD, SEX.
"You fucking promised.", I say through my clenching teeth. As usual, his devil eyes give away more than his malicious mouth that he, is as usual, up to no good.
"You, my sweet dare devil, are very well aware that I'm not good at those.", he exclaims as if he didn't know this would scare the shit out of me.
"Okay?", he leans in and asks in a calm voice, his lips almost touching my ear, while his hands caress my shoulders in a soothing manner. He excuses his over confident, claiming aura for a while to see if my heart was in it. Even in this madness, he's still aware of me not being used to all of this, that's why he's different, that's why i know I'm safe. And that is only reason i say what i say next.
"Okay.", i hide my flimsy self behind him, as i timidly agree.
This could go two ways, the first one that Harry predicted, the second one, I'd be doomed for this. I knew that since the day I've met those forest green eyes. So I'd rather be doomed with him than be anywhere else.
If now God opens the gate of heavens for sinners like him and I, I know what my answer would still be, and I'd be damned for knowing, his heart would still beat the same about this.
"Are you scared?", he asks me. Even though he's apparently the 'tougher' one, i couldn't help but notice the slight tremble in his voice, not for him, but if I'd be okay or not.
"Terrified.", I reply with a sheepish grin on my face to blow off the steam.
"Because if you cheating on her will make her taste all of the sufferings I've been through, then I would be glad." I said then turned around to walk away when he spoke.
"Ever wondered why I stayed with your mother?" He asked me that made me curious.
I mean, he obviously doesn't love her, he's not after her money 'cause he's already loaded himself and it's definitely not sex because my mom couldn't give that to him, so what could be the reason?
I stopped asking myself questions I can't answer and turned around.
Then, he was walking towards me while I walked backwards until I hit the wall.
He put his arms on my side, trapping me inside. "S'because of you, doll." What?
"M-me?" I can't help to stutter.
Since I made myself weak in front of him, he smirked at me while he stroke my hair and put some strands behind my ear. He leaned closer to my ear then whispered.
"You have no f*cking idea how hard my d*ck gets when you're around."
He kissed me from my ear, jawline, cheek to my neck.
"You have no f*cking idea how I wanted to ripped your shorts and slap your ass multiple times every time you walk and sway your hips."
His hands trailed from my hips to my ass.
"You have no f*cking idea how I wanted to eat your p*ssy and find out how tight it is."
He squeezed my ass then sucked and nipped some skin on my neck, making me moan.
"You have no idea how I wanted to taste your lips and see your lips wrapped around my d*ck."
He kissed me hard on my collarbone, leaving love bites all over me. He went back to my ear to whisper something again.
"You have no f*cking idea how I wanted to f*ck the living brains out of you."
He whispered then I felt his hand traveled to my thigh and inner thigh then he rubbed my p*ssy that made me moaned.
[Written in 2017 - 2018]