Deadly Desires
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Last published Sun, Jun 6, 2021
**TW**
(s*lf harm, eating dis*rders, su*cide, sensitive topics)
S͟o͟ ͟f͟i͟a͟ (17)
She's popular, a cheerleader, pretty, her life seems perfect but little does everyone know that there's monsters in her head and horrors behind the doors of her "beautiful" family home, she struggles with her anorexia and her domestically violent alcoholic father
C͟l͟a͟i͟r͟e͟ (16)
She's a social outcast, a loner, her only friend recently committed suicide, she feels alone in the world and feels as if she had no one, she cuts herself to deal with the pain she deals with her pain and soon deep doesn't feel deep enough
V͟e͟r͟a͟ (17)
She has a few friends but she is slowly growing farther and farther apart. They see one thing but you can never actually know what's actually going on, as Vera struggles with PTSD and bulimia after years of abuse from her mother and a year of sexual abuse by a her mothers boyfriend she slowly loses sight of herself
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All of them have separate lives, separate backstories until they are admitted to Gentle Breeze Psychiatric Hospital and meet, they all have similar problems but very different lives, maybe they were destined to meet, together they'll spend a year of they're lives recovering from they're pasts
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