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Drowning | Anorexic Todoroki x Bakugou

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Reads 14,180
Votes 464
Parts 11
Time 1h 34m

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Todoroki is sick of fighting his eating disorder. He's sick of trying when he ends up back at the start every time. He's sick of it all. But what happens when his reason to keep fighting isn't enough anymore?


[Completed on 07/10/21.]

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Note:
- **Spanish version of this fic is available on @n4turalle's profile!**
- This fic is not intended to promote or encourage its sensitive topics/themes.
- This fic is not the faint of heart or those easily triggered by sensitive themes. Read at your own discretion.
Disclaimer:
- I do not own BNHA/MHA. All credit for the series and its characters used goes to Horikoshi Kohei.All Rights Reserved

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