"IM EXHAUSTED."
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"Look I know you're tired-"
"I'm not just tired. I'm exhausted. I wake up everyday trying to do my best and it seems like no matter how many good things I do, you would only focus on the one small mistake I did. So if you're gonna yell at me or punish me. Let's just get it over with."
I hate him.
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Muggle-born. Third Year. Abusive parents. Brother. Friends. Boyfriend. Professor Lupin. Depression. Could you survive another year at Hogwarts? The school of witchcraft and wizardry.
🛑TW🛑
- swearing
- eating disorder
- self harm (cutting)
- suicidal/suicide thoughts
- abuse
professor!lupin x student!reader
Sorry for the cringe you're gonna be reading and the really bad grammar. I wrote this when I was like 11/12.
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