ᴄʜᴀɢʀɪɴ (Tokyo Revengers)

"Let's run away from here, together!"

(Y/n) slowly turned to look at his friends, about to open his mouth to reply jokingly until he noticed the tears in all their eyes.

"Let's run, far"
"Away from here, I have an aunt up in the north!"
"Let's get away from this shit hole"

A small silence grew as they all waited for his answer, catching them all off guard with the defensive "No"

Because if they were to get caught up with his mess, he wouldn't be able to keep them safe and (Y/n) wasn't going to lose anybody else.

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chagrin

/ˈʃaɡrɪn,ʃəˈɡrɪn/

noun

annoyance or distress at having failed or been humiliated.

"to my chagrin, he was nowhere to be seen"

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(Y/n) (L/n) had died, and was stuck in a loop, utterly exhausted as his lives flashed before his eyes every single time.

He has died far too many times for him to count, all different ways or similar to just be brought back to suffer further.

Waking up and witness his life fast forwaded, his body didn't feel his own, these worlds didn't even seem 'home' no matter what. He's seen so many outcomes and possible endings that now he can't tell if he rather die or just be able to live through a proper year.

That is until there is a ruckus in the newest timeline where he appeared to have been reincarnated as an orphan in Japan, he had made a friend and decided that 'if I can't live long enough to enjoy this life to the fullest, I'll start from scratch and just enjoy what I can' while he held his friend's hand. He's lost friends all his life, but this time he'll do everything to keep him safe.

Meeting Takemichi later on, who promises to look after them all and try to break (Y/n)'s loop.

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SMR x Tokyo Revengers

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#1 in tokyo (13/10/21)