Not Normal Anymore

It wasnt always like this. I was just the normal 14 year old girl names Avery until it happened. It was only a year ago when it all happened. It was a normal saturday morning with mom, driving down the highway on our way to the pharmacy to pick up my dads flu medicine when a drunk driver slammed into the car crushing us against highway wall. Me and my mother were placed on stretchers and taken to the hospital. Although i was severly injured my mother was worse. I survived with scars to tell the story but sadly my mother passed on the next day. My father was never the same. He hated me due to me looking like my mother and he blamed himself. He drank heavily and i suffered beatings for everything. I was the way he cooped.
I remember a day, id just walked theough the door my dad who had obviously been waiting jumped and grabbed me by the shoulders from behind pulling me back and slamming me on the ground. He undid the button on my jeans as i struggled and pulled away, only to be slapped