What I Really Want To Write

These questions irk me all the time,

Is this what you want to write?
Is this really true?
Are you writing from your heart?
Are forcing on ideas?
What's your goal in writing this?
These are the questions I keep asking myself also called as self doubt. And I know somewhere down there I agree to all these reasonable doubts but this makes me weak. Sometimes in a dilemma whether or not I am forcing myself to write which I do occasionally on topics i am not interested. (thats personal choice right?) But most of the time I like expressing myself through my poems or writing.

I didn't have a writer's block, I simply felt that I was forcing myself to write (for a good-looking portfolio) but now I realise that I was just demotivated and had not a single person ask me why I stopped writing, which means that my readers didn't really enjoy my work or I was simply inconsistent which lead to no readers at all.

Considering all these aspects of my writing journey on wattpad, I am simply planning to write what I really want write unconditionally. After all I love writing for its elegant and romantic nature which gives the actual meaning to the abstract emotions.