Fortunate Serenity.
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Ongoing8m
Last published Tue, Jun 8, 2021
I always knew I aimed to high. Always knew I lived in my own fantasy, slowly creating my own shell around me, filling in the cracks with sticks and things made up of false hope.
Now I lie here my shell shattered as I'm surrounded by dirt and insects seeping into a wooden coffin, decomposing my empty vessel that tried so hard to be better than everyone.
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Its what happens when someone like me enters the void we call life.
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WARNING!!! THIS MAY BE TRIGGERING TO SOME PEOPLE SO READ WITH CAUTION PLEASE!! THIS STORY REVOLVES AROUND A VERY DARK THEME. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.
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