Suffocated By My Own Darkness

There was a time when i felt so lost and forgotten. Alam kong hindi ako sanay ng walang suporta, i grow up having that support that i have, but one thing happened,then all of a sudden it all dissapered, just like a flick of one finger. Why do i feel so lost when they dissapered?, why do i feel forgotten?, and when did this misery starts?...