Adira has been captive for one thousand two hundred and eighty nine days. She has held onto hope, but when each attempt to recapture the life that was once rightfully hers fails, what is there to hope for? Spencer Reid is an addict. But when each attempt to recapture the life that was once rightfully his fails, what is there to hope for? . timelines may not be completely accurate as I have extended the length of Spencer's addiction. BEST RANKINGS: # 1 in kidnap # 1 in minds # 1 in spencerreid # 1 in spencer # 1 in thomasgibson . WARNINGS: kidnap, SA, violence, drug misuse, su*cide references + attempts (intentional + accidental OD). This book is very intense. It is much like the show, it is NOT for younger readers - if you choose to read, that is your choice. There is no obligation to read every chapter of course (warnings are at the beginning of each) xxxx i am always here to talk, you are never alone. all rights go to criminal minds. the only thing I "own" is adira and her storyline and any other original characters and storylines. . published: February 2023 completed: April 2023