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Holding On

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Reads 355
Votes 57
Parts 20
Time 3h 48m

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[ON HOLD]

"Freak!"



"Don't you dare call me 'Dad'!"



"Fag!"



"I'd rather see you die."



~

Everyone has their own ghosts. Christian is no exception. But it is hard when you have to choose between defeating them and letting them control you. 
He decides to fight them, but it only crushes him down further more. They say love has no limits, but a few still believe there are exceptions; like a man loving another man. It all went wrong for Christian on 29th of December, all because he tried to stand up for himself. No one can expect him to be strong again. Even when he finds love in a caring nurse who made sure he ate his hospital food, hate resides in unexpected places.

~This may be just a story, but some of these struggles still exist in this world...~

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