Beyond Camera's

Is this world that world we dream about when we were young, is it the world we are living in what we taught it would be ???? Why is the reality so bitter why is it so painful... sometimes I wonder if I could go back nd freez the time . Life isn't easy no one's life is but my life has always been a public talk and it's not like I hate it but everything has limitations to it self.. for everyone I'm happy successful singer a song writer an actress a loved person. not all know the ugly truth behind those camera behind those fake smiles that I've been caring for a long time.finding love losing people fake friends this is the same shit everyone goes through but why are my things being exaggerated why are People obsessed over every moment I make sometimes it's hard it's really really hard....and I want the world to know the truth...truth beyond those camera's beyond those sparkly dresses,truth behind the glamorous life I have,I want the world to know what the struggle is even after being famous.