Actually a Girl
angelzz05
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  • Reads 174
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  • Parts 41
  • Time 2h 39m
angelzz05
Complete, First published Jun 10, 2021
Mature
abusingcontroledescapefamilybusinessfamousgamergaminglovestorymothermystery-thrillerrichsecrets
Being controlled by a preson is so annoying and suffocating-- I'm sure that you guys would certainly agree.


What you should and shouldn't do. What you will be in the future. And what you must do for that person. You need to obey each one of them. 


Being controlled is too bothersome, but you guys wonder why I can't do anything to get rid of that person. I don't have a choice, I am hers. But I'd love to get out of this shit soon. 



Everybody see me as a perfect boy. Who knows and has everything. But little do they know, that this perfect boy that they know has secrets. 



I'm a boy but actually a girl. 




"ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ʟɪᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴀɴʏᴏɴᴇ ᴇʟꜱᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ. ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ʟɪᴇ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜʀꜱᴇʟꜰ."
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