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❝heart's beating loud and she doesn't want it to stop❞



   I notice the glint of surprise in his eyes, as well as hurt.  "Ni, please."

   "What? What do you want me to say?"

   "The truth."

   "The truth hurts," he growls. He turns his icy glare to me. "You don't want to hear it."

   Tears sting in my eyes, and I swallow them back. "I do-"

   A shudder rips through him. I see the muscles in his jaw clench, teeth bared. It is as if this literally pains him, physically hurts to speak to me. My heart breaks to see him suffer, but I need to know what he has to say.

   "I nearly killed you," he says. "You almost died, because of me." 




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Seeing Blind |NH| by imagine_it_niall

Choking on air this time, I practically yelled, "She doesn't need a hook up! She needs to be alone. She needs to get her head on straight. She's thinks she's not worth anything to anyone. She doesn't need some random hookup or new boyfriend. She needs to be---" "With you?" She looked at me oddly, expectantly, smugly. I coughed, "What?!" Just then Harry came up behind her. "What's going on here?" "Nothing. I'm just forcing Niall here to realize what's right in front of him." "That sounds like a terrible idea." "What the fuck are you two talking about?" I asked. "Oh, I don't really want them to hook up, Harry. I wanted to see what his reaction would be. I want Niall here to finally fucking notice. I mean, for god sake's we've all had to watch it the last year and a half." "What the fuck is going on?!" I yelled, causing anyone within earshot to look over at me, including Esta. She looked at me, concern on her face. "He clearly needs someone to spell it out for him and if his own bandmates won't do it, then I will! Someone needs to tell him before she finds some other loser who doesn't deserve her." "Tell me what?" I asked, still completely lost. Kendall turned to me, "Tell you that you're in love with Esta."

Drive ~One Direction [Finished] by JessicaPayne818

Lily was just a normal girl, leading a normal life. Okay, no, she was just as strange as other people. Two years ago she left behind her best friend, Sabrina, and moved on. She hadn't told her where she was going, but now 2 years later, Sabrina and Lily are reunited. Turns out some things changed in Sabrina's life after Lily left: She met One Direction and started dating Niall. But when Sabrina's death is all Lily's fault, will the boy's stand by her? Lily's life has turned into a big mess, and she couldn't believe she had brought One Direction into it...and they had stayed. ~~~~~ "Drive! Just go! Please, get me out of here!" I said, frantically from the passenger seat. "No, this is not my decision to make Lily." He said, looking at me with sad eyes. "You're right! It's mine!" I said. "No, it isn't your's, it's your mom's." He said, calmly. "I'm free! I'm 18! It's my decision!" I shouted. "I wont take you." He stated. "Fine. I'll just have Harry take me." I said. I could see the hurt cross his face, and for a second I felt bad, but that second was over quickly. He wouldn't take me. I was furious. I wouldn't forgive him, ever.

Spaces | Niall Horan by InaraShiraz

“From every single person who has hurt me, I never expected the worst to be from you.” Tears escape my eyes. I don’t think I can ever forget this day. “I’m so, so sorry.” He looks down. “It’s done. It is over.” “What do you mean?“ His eyes were red. Very red. It was breaking both of us apart. “The spaces between us is deep… so deep that none of us could reach for each other anymore.” I breathe. “So then?” “Let’s just end it all here.” _______________________________ Update 11/11/15: This is a completed story. I will be editing the entire book starting from today! SEQUEL IS UP!

Aftershock [ One Direction] by Wanderless

[COMPLETED] I let out a sob and ran up to him, slamming my fists on his chest. "Why did you do it!? I'm sorry just please explain!" He held me close to him until I stopped thrashing about and just cried silently into his chest. "Shh Please stop crying. It hurts to see you in this much pain." He soothed. "Then why Harry, why?" I said with every once of pain emanating from me. "I loved you and you left me. I loved you so much. My judgement was cloudy from the hurt inside my chest. It was a very dumb decision." "You are acting like its no fucking big deal! Your dead! You're gone from all of us! The boys are hurting so much! It was selfish what you did, but it was even more selfish what I did." "Please don't blame yourself. It was my fault, not yours." "Harry its all my fault. You wouldn't be dead if it wasn't for me." He grabbed my chin, making me look him in the eyes. "Now listen to me. I shouldn't have expected you to stay with me when the fans first started harassing you. I should have let you leave but I was being selfish keeping you with me. I just couldn't lose you. But once again I was selfish and left all of you. I'm so sorry." He looked down, a single tear slid down his face. I put my hand up to his face and wiped his tear away with my thumb. "Harry I missed you but now I'm here with you and there are no fans. We can be together now and we don't have to worry about anything." I said barely above a whisper. He looked up into my eyes and pecked my lips, leaving a tingling sensation from where his lips touched. "I wouldn't let that happen." Cᴏᴘʏʀɪɢʜᴛᴛ © Wanderless, Aʟʟ Rɪɢʜᴛs Rᴇsᴇʀᴠᴇᴅ

Warrior [Completed] by Valkyrie_Hellsin06

Disclaimer: This story does contain Self harm and negative thoughts, as well as some vulgar language, if these topics offend you, there's the door. This is my writing style and yeah. For those who do wish to read it, go on~ _×_×_×_×_×_×_×_×_ Ashley was adopted and that made life kinda difficult. In school she became friends with Niall and she went to live with them after her parents left. Again. Now that he is in One direction she lives with them. She soon fancies one of the boys. Trouble in paradise and her world shatters into an ocean of sadess. ~ Pain attacks at the strangest of times. Rips you apart and laughs. Waits while you bleed. Then does it all over again. ~ °previously called Truth or Dare saved my life° I just felt like it needed a bit of a change, ya know?

Paper Houses |NH| by imagine_it_niall

We both turned to head out towards the streets, lifting our heads towards the sun as its warmth hit us. "Vada?" I asked. She turned to face me, her features the softest they had been all day. "Yes?" she answered, quietly. "Why did we do this? What did we spend all this time building if this is how it's going to end? Why did we climb only to fall so far?" She sighed. Not an angry or over dramatic sigh, like she had done earlier in the day. But, a real, soft, apologetic sigh. "Niall, the only thing I can say is that ultimately we all think we can fly. We all think we're Icarus." "What do you mean?"

TORN (A Niall Horan Fan Fiction) by BrittanyJanae

"Niall why are you crying? I know-" "Lia I'm sorry okay. That whole scene I caused was so stupid and I just want you to forgive me. But Lia honestly....I love you" Niall interrupted me and I was just frozen. "Niall I'm with Drew" Was all I could say. Harry went back into the restaurant and I just felt horrible. Niall has feelings for me. Why me? I have to admit that I love him too. I love his beautiful blue eyes. I love his cheekiness. I love his Irish accent. I love the way he holds me close. I-I love him. "Yea I figured that you would say that. I just wish that you would realize that you deserve better." Niall sighed and stood up from his spot. "Niall" I called him as I stood up and followed him. "Yea?" Niall stopped and turned around waiting for me to catch up with him."Kiss me because Niall I.....I love you too" I looked into Niall's eyes and one more tear slipped down his face. "Come here" Niall said pulling me close and smashing his lips into mine. God it felt so good. His kiss...felt so passionate and loving. Not addictive like Drew's kiss but Niall's kiss felt so...... right. "Will you please be my girlfriend Lia? I wanna make you happy and I know that right now with Drew, you're not happy. Lia let me make you happy again like you were when I met you for the first time." Niall said with his lips just an inch away from mine.

Since We're Alone |NH| by imagine_it_niall

I didn't know what spooked him. I knew it wasn't me. I knew it wasn't anything I had done. But someone, somewhere along the way had hurt him. I had my guess as to who, but didn't know how I could find out for sure. But whatever it was clearly left its mark; an unseen scar that was still healing. We laid there in the quiet of the darkness. His breathing slowly began to steady and his fingers slowly ceased running down my arm. At some point, I knew he had fallen asleep. I tilted my head back up towards his face, finding his cheek, kissing him. "I don't know what made you so afraid," I whispered, "But I can see the shadow behind your face. Who hurt you? Who put your heart through so much pain? I hope you find a way to tell me what you're running from. I promise you can talk to me; you can trust me. I won't break you. I just want to know how to get in there. How do I get you to show me your heart?" I kissed him once more before resting my head down again. Closing my eyes, I inhaled deeply, loving the way his natural scent mixed with the cologne he had put on. "I promise, you've got the best of me. And I'll do what it takes to bring out the best in you."

Falling FOR Grace. (A Niall Horan Fan Fiction) by happyy_cactus

My flat's balcony was 10 stories high, and above the highway. I ran over to the ledge and climbed over he rail. My hands holding on the the rail, and my heels holding onto the ledge. "Whoa! Love!? What are you doing!?" One of the boys shouted in an accent I hadn't really heard around this part of England. "Babe!? What ever you're about to do, stop!" A British accent shot. "Are you drunk?!" One asked. "You don't know anything!" I shouted back, not looking at them. The flat's ledges weren't far from each other, just about 2 feet (in America). The blonde boy had jumped over his flat's ledge onto mine. "Go away!" I shouted. I didn't want their help, or their pity charity. "Love, why are you being so cross?" He asked me. "You don't know anything!" I shouted again. "Babe, you're going to get hurt. Come down off the ledge." He said quietly. I was breathing heavy, and was staring down at the never ending traffic below me. Jump. Do it. You have no one. No one loves you. Your life has not meaning, Grace. Do it. Jump. NOW! I took one last, small breath before letting go of the railing. I was falling, falling so fast. The adreniline was incredible. I was flying. Then, everything went black. READ THE SEQUEL: A DAY IN THE LIFE OF ADELINE HORAN

Slow Hands |NH| by imagine_it_niall

The last time she had seen him, he had just a slight tuft of blonde but his hair had grown out enough to cut it and now it was all back to his natural color. Having always hated the blonde, she found herself more attracted to him; more aroused. He didn't look like a kid anymore. He looked like a man.... He sat down before taking the drink she had ordered for him. She watched his throat as he swallowed the burning liquid. The bob of his Adam's apple made her almost bite her bottom lip at how hot it was. He never winced when he drank any hard liquor, which made him all the more attractive to her. He could take a drink the way she took him.... She laced an arm around his neck, running her hand through his hair and twirling a strand around her finger before tugging on it a little. She leaned in and began placing kisses along his neck. She felt him shudder a little at the sudden contact. Feeling the goosebumps forming along his skin, she bit at the spot along his jawline that was one of his sensitive spots. She felt him as he placed his hand on her leg and drag it up her thigh. She bit at him again as his grip on her tightened. She was so close to him that she heard his breath catch and falter in his throat... She could feel his breath on her neck and she let a shudder move up her spine. She felt him smile against her skin, pleased that he had this effect on her... Bringing her mouth to his ear, she whispered, "We should take this back to my place." Without a word, he paid for their drinks and they left...

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Since We're Alone |NH| cover

Falling FOR Grace. (A Niall Horan Fan Fiction) cover

Slow Hands |NH| cover

Seeing Blind |NH|

Choking on air this time, I practically yelled, "She doesn't need a hook up! She needs to be alone. She needs to get her head on straight. She's thinks she's not worth anything to anyone. She doesn't need some random hookup or new boyfriend. She needs to be---" "With you?" She looked at me oddly, expectantly, smugly. I coughed, "What?!" Just then Harry came up behind her. "What's going on here?" "Nothing. I'm just forcing Niall here to realize what's right in front of him." "That sounds like a terrible idea." "What the fuck are you two talking about?" I asked. "Oh, I don't really want them to hook up, Harry. I wanted to see what his reaction would be. I want Niall here to finally fucking notice. I mean, for god sake's we've all had to watch it the last year and a half." "What the fuck is going on?!" I yelled, causing anyone within earshot to look over at me, including Esta. She looked at me, concern on her face. "He clearly needs someone to spell it out for him and if his own bandmates won't do it, then I will! Someone needs to tell him before she finds some other loser who doesn't deserve her." "Tell me what?" I asked, still completely lost. Kendall turned to me, "Tell you that you're in love with Esta."