Existence

Isabell is blind and as if that weren't enough her life falls apart.
Drugs and cigarets fill that hole, but there is a time where she don't need this stuff to feel alive.
When the clouds get together and the sky cries with her, she goes to her favorite spot and let the rain drops on her face.
Until one day a mysterious man comes into her life, everything completely changed.
Finding finally joy and a meaning in her life.
But as fast as the luck came it disappears again, Alex needs to move back to his hometown aka in the middle of nowhere
What will happened with Isabell?
She isn't ready to fall apart again, so she follows him in an unknown city alone and blind.
Only in the search for him she finds out that he maybe never existed

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Well hello, this is my first Story that isn't a fan fiction or has any inspirations from a movie or another book.
I couldn't get this story and all the poems our of my head.
If you liked the description, you should definitely read this story.

I also put a lots of songs in the story, you can listen to them meanwhile reading, but if you don't like them you can also listen to your own playlist.
But I always chose the songs based on the situation, they are like background songs like in those movies.
In the story it'll look like this:

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!!I also need to mention that this book has a lot to do with self harm, eating disorders, suicide, and drugs!!
I want to warn all of you before you read this story!!