want
wänt,wônt/
verb
past tense: wanted; past participle: wanted
1.
have a desire to possess or do (something); wish for.
"I wanted her more then I wanted to breathe"
( lot of smut ;)
Desire :
1. strongly wish for or want (something).
"She desired his attention."
MAJOR DISCLAIMERS :)
- this book was written yonks ago and the grammar may, subsequently, be poor.
- i do not own any characters in the book other than the protagonist.
- reALLY cringeworthy content :)