Shinso was never a very social person despite him having to socialize for his quirk to ACTUALLY work. Although, he didn't see much of a problem, Shinso had always hated his quirk after all. After being put in foster care for 12 years, and bullied for most of his life both happening because of his quirk how could he not hate it? He had got adopted about 3 and a half months ago by Hizashi Yamada and Shota Aizawa, who just happened to be pro hero's his life seemed to take a turn for the better. That is if you didn't count his depressive episodes, reoccurring urges to self harm, and constant anxiety.
Trigger warnings will be placed at the beginning of chapters, but since I want you to have an idea of what the main triggers in this story are. I will list a few things mainly mentioned!
-Self harm
-Depression
-Anxiety
-Abuse
A little more info on the story- Shinso is in class 1-A in this story. Mineta got kicked out due to sexual harassment. This story may be a bit out of character due to this being a fan-fiction, and not the canon BNHA/MHA!
Ships?-
Eraserhead X Present Mic
Shinso X Kaminari
Momo X Jiro
Kirishima X Bakugo
Izuku X Ochako
Please, do not hate on the ships used in this story! I am a multi-shipper, so I ship most ships as long as they aren't ships such as Minors X Adults or Siblings X Siblings type ships. Art used does not belong to me, credits to the original artist. I also do not own the characters, they belong to Kōhei Horikoshi. Please avoid sharing personal experiences with self harm, anxiety, depression, etc. I want to avoid triggering anyone! If you do relate to Shinso's experiences or feel like you need to get something off you chest please talk to someone, I care for each and every one of you dearly! Thank you!
Izuku Midoriya is a 16 year old boy, he has planned his own death, yes that is right, he is planned how he is going to kill himself and he decided to try multiple times, he is so determined to die, and no-one in the class notices.
A depressed and suicidal child who acts happy around others, his mother died recently due to suicide saying she didn't want to be near his useless self, and nobody, not even his childhood friend knows about his situation.
His friends leave him out in almost every activity, this makes him overwhelmed with emotions and makes him fall into deep depression thinking they don't care about him and only pity him when he is upset, but when they try and stop him from killing himself, what will he think and do?
⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️
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Self harm
Suicide related conversations
Suicidal thoughts
Suicidal actions
Character death
Eating Disorder
Attempted suicide
Swearing
Blood
Hints of a seizure
Mentions of a seizure
Kidnapping
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(This story has mean inko in, when she was alive)
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If any of this bothers you or makes you uncomfortable either skip the scenes or don't read this book.
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What happens when the happiest greenette in 1-A tries to kill himself over and over again? Will his classmates be able to put a stop to his self hatred or will they have to painfully go to his funeral?
Read to find out!
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Ships!
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(If you are unhappy with them then I don't think you should read his story)
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Bakudeku
Minatsu
Shinkami
Momojiro
Seroroki
Erasermic