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Why? [TommyInnit Angst]

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abuse angst bulemia daddyissues dreamsmp eatingdisorder ed edsheeran georgenotfound karljacobs meetup purpled ranboo selfharm suicide texttospeech tommyinnit tommyinnitangst tubbo tubboangst vent wilbur

If you asked anyone they would tell you that Tommy's living the dream! He's an internet sensation and has the best friends anyone could ask for. But if you asked Tommy he would say he was far from perfect. Between his eating disorder and his homophobic father he can't help but hate himself.
This is made even more apparent when things take a turn for the worst, something that even Tommy couldn't even predict. Will Tommy's friends be able to help him at his all time low or will his overwhelming thoughts get the best of him?

Looking back, I really hate how I wrote this. It wasn't really planned and was more of a vent post so dont expect too much lol. 

TWs:
eating disorder 
Bulimia and purging 
abuse 
self harm
Death 
implied suicide 


cover art by undead_cartilage on Instagram you should go follow 💖All Rights Reserved

abuse angst bulemia daddyissues dreamsmp eatingdisorder ed edsheeran georgenotfound karljacobs meetup purpled ranboo selfharm suicide texttospeech tommyinnit tommyinnitangst tubbo tubboangst vent wilbur

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Broken Mirror- Ranboo angst by Brody_Allen9

Word Count: 11,000 Ranboo had been dealing with the voices in his head for a few months now, and it was getting harder and harder to hide the fact that he was slowly going mad from the mental torture Dream gave him. His friends weren't stupid, they clearly saw something wasn't right when he'd end streams abruptly, or start having a full on panic attack out of nowhere, muttering things to himself. They just didn't know what. This is an irl Ranboo angst. ⚠️None of these characters portray the real people, only their online personas!!!⚠️ Just so you guys are aware, this book has a few trigger warnings that will be stated in the info chapter at the very beginning, and in their respective chapters. If you can't handle these topics, please don't force yourself to read, because I care about you guys. It's totally fine, and nobody should make fun of you for it. If they do, tag them and I'll punt them into the atmosphere for you ❤️ (please don't actually tag them lol) ALL THE CHARACTERS ARE BASED OFF OF THEIR ONLINE PERSONAS, AND NOT THE REAL PEOPLE!! This is my third book, if you haven't seen my other ones, please go and check them out! If you like this book, please make sure to comment and vote! I'd really appreciate it. 😊 Started: October 20th, 2021 Ended: October 25th, 2021 69 reads: October 24th, 2021 lol 210 reads: October 30th, 2021 tysm! I really appreciate it <3 500 reads: November 22nd, 2021 what? Thank you!! 1k reads: December 23rd, 2021 YAY TYSMM!! HUH?? 2k reads: May 4th, 2022 :D

The Life of Tommyinnit // COMPLETED by DannyBeloved

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let me live. a tommyinnit angst. by _quackitysbeanie

tommyinnit, a 16 year old streamer, has been through hell and back. for being in a constant battle with everything that steps into his life, he hides it pretty well. its not until him and his friends meet up irl when anyone suspects anything wrong. started - february 7th, 2021 completed - june 14th, 2021 #1 in tommyinnit #1 in tommyinnitangst #1 in angst #1 in mcytangst #2 in panicattacks #4 in anxietydisorder #9 in depression

Betrayal, Such A Funny Thing// A Tommyinnit story by honkingurmum

Tubbo, in desperate times, traded Tommy in, to dream to get his husband back. Tommy had been betrayed once again. By his best friend Again Betrayal Such a funny thing isn't it Tommy? :) ________________ I am back with another Tommyinnit book because I said so. This book has silly goofy giggle duo friendship nothing more I WILL NOT be crossing any boundaries with stuff like that. This will Include ALOT of descriptions of gore like ALOT Self harm/different variations of it Panicking Stockholm Syndrome Delusions and a dickhead Wilbur and tubbo Will there be any redemption arcs? Idk 🤷‍♀️ so like read at your own risk The artwork is by Artiemistoonz on Twitter :]

Drowning ||Dreamnotfound|| by sageofpages

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Jealousy, Where do I even begin? | tommyinnit angst by jubidoobi

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Might As Well Be Dead by Timeskip_God

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