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Why? [TommyInnit Angst]

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abuse angst bulemia daddyissues dreamsmp eatingdisorder ed edsheeran georgenotfound karljacobs meetup purpled ranboo selfharm suicide texttospeech tommyinnit tommyinnitangst tubbo tubboangst vent wilbur

If you asked anyone they would tell you that Tommy's living the dream! He's an internet sensation and has the best friends anyone could ask for. But if you asked Tommy he would say he was far from perfect. Between his eating disorder and his homophobic father he can't help but hate himself.
This is made even more apparent when things take a turn for the worst, something that even Tommy couldn't even predict. Will Tommy's friends be able to help him at his all time low or will his overwhelming thoughts get the best of him?

Looking back, I really hate how I wrote this. It wasn't really planned and was more of a vent post so dont expect too much lol. 

TWs:
eating disorder 
Bulimia and purging 
abuse 
self harm
Death 
implied suicide 


cover art by undead_cartilage on Instagram you should go follow 💖All Rights Reserved

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Mindscape // DreamNotFound by SeriouslyCalamitous

-DreamNotFound/Gream Fanfiction- #1 in mincraftyoutubers #1 in saddness #1 wilbursoot ~~~~ To be honest, George never really cared about all the warnings he'd heard on the news. Since the new virus had come about, called the Sleeping Death by most people, the nation had been in a panic. There was already a health organization founded around finding a cure for it. George believed that just because it was mysterious didn't mean there was reason to fear. Besides, he lived alone and he was generally a very careful person, there was no way he was in any danger. Or so he thought. When he and a group of seven others wake up mysterious hallway with eight doors, and the feeling that it's all a dream, they must band together to figure out what happened and how to escape. However, the stakes change when one of the eight step forward with some information that could effect the entire world. Join them as they battle their worst fears, personal feelings and unknown threats in this new fanfiction: Mindscape ~~~~ Disclaimer: Plot is mine Characters are real people This book is purely for fun and an excuse to finally write my idea Characters in this book are based off of real people, but I am in no way forcing this ship on them at all. Should a problem arise, this book will be taken down without hesitation. All places, corporations, and general settings in this book are fictional, any resemblance to real places and businesses are purely coincidental. I ship their personalities, not the people. Again, this book was written purely for fun and in no way reflects my opinion on the real life relationship of these people. ~~~~ WARNING: Shipping Spiders Strong Language Death Gore Illness/Disease Sexual innuendos Alcohol/Drugs Guns Trauma Needles (Other medical and death-related TWs)

The Downcast of Today by AnUnstableMCYTAddict

A Ranboo angst story this time! This one will be slightly different from my other stories. This will be C!Ranboo however basically it's irl? So they stream, but they look like the characters and have the same personality, but it's not in Minecraft, everything is real-life based. There will be trigger warnings, and sorry if I don't cover every one. Also to be clear, this turned out to only be light angst but there is still self harming references and eating disorder reference, possible derealization but I'm not sure. Ranboo lives alone but is going to visit Tubbo in a month or so, and he has memory loss of course. Tubbo is half goat as well as Lani and Tubbo's parents in this. This is an AU please do keep that in mind. If you have questions about this book feel free to DM me. The title artwork is by riotwasp on Twitter Real names won't be used in this as I don't want to cross anyone's boundaries, and there will only be RanbooxTubbo in this story I don't spellcheck my stuff after writing, so sorry about the grammar started- 7/20/2021 finished- 8/6/2021 He laid there, he knew he was depressed, you should've seen his arms and legs. Ranboo was meant to meet up with Tubbo within the next 2 weeks. He needed to mentally prepare and find out ways to hide his scars. He sighed grabbing one of his memory books, writing, "hide sadness from anyone but self." No one would have to worry.

let me live. a tommyinnit angst. by _quackitysbeanie

tommyinnit, a 16 year old streamer, has been through hell and back. for being in a constant battle with everything that steps into his life, he hides it pretty well. its not until him and his friends meet up irl when anyone suspects anything wrong. started - february 7th, 2021 completed - june 14th, 2021 #1 in tommyinnit #1 in tommyinnitangst #1 in angst #1 in mcytangst #2 in panicattacks #4 in anxietydisorder #9 in depression

Jealousy, Where do I even begin? | tommyinnit angst by jubidoobi

⚠️TRIGGER WARNINGS⚠️ -eating disorder -self harm -suicidal thoughts -suicide ________________________ ☁️𝚂𝚞𝚖𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚢☁️ Tubbo meets a new friend named Ranboo- That doesn't matter anymore. Why am I awake? Where am I? He wont leave me alone. ☁︎︎ RANKINGS ☁︎︎

Betrayal, Such A Funny Thing// A Tommyinnit story by honkingurmum

Tubbo, in desperate times, traded Tommy in, to dream to get his husband back. Tommy had been betrayed once again. By his best friend Again Betrayal Such a funny thing isn't it Tommy? :) ________________ I am back with another Tommyinnit book because I said so. This book has silly goofy giggle duo friendship nothing more I WILL NOT be crossing any boundaries with stuff like that. This will Include ALOT of descriptions of gore like ALOT Self harm/different variations of it Panicking Stockholm Syndrome Delusions and a dickhead Wilbur and tubbo Will there be any redemption arcs? Idk 🤷‍♀️ so like read at your own risk The artwork is by Artiemistoonz on Twitter :]

That's Why They All Left You || TommyInnit Angst || DSMP by _cartemis

Tommy's friends are all going to the US following Ranboo, his chats words only get worse and he feels worse and worse everyday. Cover Art Mine Inspired By Someone's Comment On Tik Tok

I give up. |Tommyinnit angst| by EllisLS

this book was meant to be me just giving up on writing but yk I had to turn it into a book lmao !TW!//SH/ED/ABUSE/ANXIETY/OVERTHINKING/PANIC ATTACKS/SELF HATRED/SWEARING/VOMITING/SUICIDAL THOUGHTS// THERE WON'T BE A WARNING AT THE TOP OF EACH PAGE!! - - - -two endings! (THE FIRST ENDING IS OG ENDING!) -PART 2 COMING OUT TO OG ENDING SOON MAYBE??? STARTED : OCT 29TH 10:19 PM FINSISHED : NOV 23RD 1:21 AM

Might As Well Be Dead by Timeskip_God

Tommy had gotten away from Dream in the canon universe, but in another Tommy was caught and turned into a living punching bag and, kinda, an experiment for Dream later on. He didn't expect Tommy to lose his emotions, the nervous system that told him when he was in pain, and even the will to carry on without Dream by his side. He didn't think that killing and reviving Tommy would affect him so much, but then again Dream wasn't complaining in the slightest. He finally had full control over Tommy, something he'd been craving since he first met the teen. He was not about to let his grip on the teen loosen. AUS: Eburnean Tommy au Brother Dream au Broken Sbi family au Dad Schlatt au Warnings: Death Main Character Deaths Stockholm syndrome Mental abuse Physical abuse Tubbo Gore Blood Self-harm This au belongs by blublu_by on Instagram, go check them out! I took this au and threw some good old Stockholm syndrome in here. It takes place after Dream escapes prison.

The Life of Tommyinnit // COMPLETED by DannyBeloved

Tommy suffers from Schizoprenia. How will he recover? Or will he even recover? Let's read his chapters. DISCLAIMER***!!! I do NOT suffer from Schizoprenia. But I've educated myself on the topic before deciding to write this book. I don't always get the information right so if you spot a mistake, please tell me IMMEDIATELY. Feedback is appreciated. TW!!! TRIGGER WARNING!!! •Cutt1ng •4bus3 •bl00d •g0r3(?) •p1lls •scr3am1ng/sh0ut1ng •dangerous w3ap0ns •attempted murd3r •d34th Art Credit (Book Cover) - Sunquids on Instagram Edited by me Written: September 10, 2021 Ended: December 2, 2021 Highest Rankings Achieved :) #1 in Motherinnit #1 in Schizoprenia #304 in Gamer #344 in Streamer

Broken Mirror- Ranboo angst by Brody_Allen9

Word Count: 11,000 Ranboo had been dealing with the voices in his head for a few months now, and it was getting harder and harder to hide the fact that he was slowly going mad from the mental torture Dream gave him. His friends weren't stupid, they clearly saw something wasn't right when he'd end streams abruptly, or start having a full on panic attack out of nowhere, muttering things to himself. They just didn't know what. This is an irl Ranboo angst. ⚠️None of these characters portray the real people, only their online personas!!!⚠️ Just so you guys are aware, this book has a few trigger warnings that will be stated in the info chapter at the very beginning, and in their respective chapters. If you can't handle these topics, please don't force yourself to read, because I care about you guys. It's totally fine, and nobody should make fun of you for it. If they do, tag them and I'll punt them into the atmosphere for you ❤️ (please don't actually tag them lol) ALL THE CHARACTERS ARE BASED OFF OF THEIR ONLINE PERSONAS, AND NOT THE REAL PEOPLE!! This is my third book, if you haven't seen my other ones, please go and check them out! If you like this book, please make sure to comment and vote! I'd really appreciate it. 😊 Started: October 20th, 2021 Ended: October 25th, 2021 69 reads: October 24th, 2021 lol 210 reads: October 30th, 2021 tysm! I really appreciate it <3 500 reads: November 22nd, 2021 what? Thank you!! 1k reads: December 23rd, 2021 YAY TYSMM!! HUH?? 2k reads: May 4th, 2022 :D

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