A Time Travellers burden- Discontinued

This is the story of a time traveler. He was a petite curly brown haired male with a need to help others, unfortunately kindness In his case was his soon to be downfall. His boyfriends tried desperately to make him selfish, make him care about himself, but he traveled these worlds where people starved, were killed by unknown creatures, and even killed their own friends for survival. He saw how gruesome these people had it, and he realized he had a gift. A undeniable curse in others eyes, but a part to play in his.