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I'm Not Fine At All

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Reads 119,289
Votes 2,932
Parts 64
Time 9h 28m

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Losing one's parents can be one of the hardest things you can go through. Especially when you're only sixteen years old. When Harry Styles watches both of his parents die in a car accident, him just barely surviving with a severe head injury, he finds himself completely lost. He has to move in with his brother, he has to leave school. The only thing that makes him feel normal is the aching crush he has on his brother's best mate, Louis.

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A Shared Secret | L.S by Louistmlnsn18

Harry never planned for his life to be this way, he never thought it'd end up like this, he really didn't. But here he was, contemplating his own life. Should he jump? There's no one who could write a statement about him being missing. He could jump and not leave a big deal about it back on this side of life. No one would be sad, not like that'd change his mind anyways. Life isn't cheap, and that's why he's currently sharing an appartment with an old lady with far too many cats. He doesn't think she even sees him leave each morning, too busy paying attention to the news. Harry doesn't even think she knows his name-not that he's complaining. His parents, both far across the world, possibly dead even, haven't spoken to him since he was 3. And that's not an age where Harry can even remember what they'd have said to him anyway. Harry's 20 now, and he doesn't think his life could get any worse. It couldn't, seriously. So what's taking it away going to do? - HIGHEST RANKINGS: Larryfluff - #58 -

Accidents Happen Love by Baby_Bear03

Harry Styles is a femine 17 year old boy who is starting over at a new school due to his mother wanting him out of her house. He doesn't show that he's feminine at school because he wants to avoid being bullied. He had a toxic relationship and now he's not very trusting. Louis Tomlinson is a quiet guy who doesn't really talk to people because he knows how horrible people can be. He's staying with his friends Niall and Zayn who are in a relationship. Both Louis' and Harry's world changes when they run into eachother. (No i didn't forget Liam, he's in here.) *peep some lirry tho*

Bully (Larry Stylinson) by stylinson_sluts

Its like a never ending thing. Everyone takes part in it. No one really cares. Its a problem that happens everyday to millions, but Harry never thought it would happen to him. Now a senior in high school, Harry is not sure how he has made it this far. He came out in freshman year. Some say its a stupid year to come out but Harry wanted to start new, fresh. Ever since he came out he has been bullied. Now he is sure he would take it all back. He's not embarrassed for who he is but he hates the torment. It never ends, hearing names called down the hallways, getting notes in his locker....but worse the physical torment from Zayn and his crew. When a new kid comes to the school he notices Harry, maybe he can save him.... Then again can you really save a life?

DEFENCE // LARRY STYLINSON // LOUIS TOMLINSON by louissfallenangel

"No, no. No talking little bug, this is the part where you listen" he cuts me off before I can finish. I'm disappointed in myself for complying to his orders. I told myself when I left him that I wouldn't let him control me like this anymore. But here I am, pinned to the bathroom wall, with his hand securely fastened around my now throbbing erection, feeling my body surrender to Harry's commands. Louis and Harry have a toxic relationship, one that no matter how many times Louis tries to leave, he finds himself back and falling surrender to Harry. It isn't that he doesn't love the dominance that Harry holds when they are together, its the fact that he only feels like he knows half of his life. Harry, always a complex, dark character, holds so many secrets that he doesn't even know how to explain or understand himself. But what he does know, is that his love for Louis is something he can never lose, he knows that the day Louis decides he doesn't want him anymore, there will be no reasons left to live. Just how far will Harry go to protect his secret life, in order to keep his relationship safe, knowing that every secret is slowly tearing them apart.

kalon l.s by iicfhome_

!!MATURE CONTENT!! lower case intended there will be trigger above chapters, don't want to spoil anything! you have been warned !! book cover on pinterest : https://pin.it/2taJQPX __ a beauty that is more than skin deep louis and harry have been at each other's throats since they were 16. now at uni with the same three friends for years now. the two still not getting along, what happens once someone finally snaps?

𝕭𝖆𝖇𝖞𝖑𝖔𝖓 : 𝕬 𝕷𝖚𝖐𝖊 𝕳𝖊𝖒𝖒𝖎𝖓𝖌𝖘 𝕱𝖆𝖓𝕱𝖎𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓 by rennie_is_a_penguin

!!DISCONTINUED!! I wrote this when I was like 12. I only republished it in hopes it would inspire someone else to stand up to family members who are treating them wrong. ⚠️!TW!:cussing, bullying, assault, and some sexual actions⚠️ Cover creds : @therainbowbutterfly7

FINGERTIPS ║ Larry Stylinson by rainbowxtommo

Harry is 16 when he finds out he won't ever be able to see anymore. Deprived of his eyesight, life is terribly tasteless and worthless. Full of hope for a fresh start, his family moves in another town. In the house across the street, Louis, a 18 year old boy, runs after an unreachable image of perfection. Perfect boyfriend and friend, perfect son and brother, perfect student. When his mother asks him to help the new boy, he has no other choice than to agree, because that's who he is. Although Harry is sightless, he seems to be the only one to see how broken Louis is. ⚠ ⚠ ⚠ May be triggering. This story contains descriptions of mental disorders. Please, be safe. ⚠ ⚠ ⚠

How to Save a Life by larrypinkglitter

"It was ironic, his firm grip on the bridge, considering his grip on life had slipped long ago. " 18 year old Harry Styles is walking home from his friends house late one night when he sees a boy stepping off the railing of their towns largest bridge. Adrenaline takes over and he grabs the boy before he can plummet to death in the icy river below. After rushing him to the hospital, Harry realizes he can't get the mysterious pretty boy out of his mind and is determined to get to know him.

Kind Forest Eyes by bluegreenerlarry

{completed} Louis and Harry spend their early childhood years in an orphanage together, but then Harry gets adopted by people who have unkind eyes. Louis stays at the orphanage until he's at an age of 16. What happens when they meet again after 10 years? Warnings - Smut - Abuse - Homophobia - Mentioning of eating disorders - First chapter: 25-04-2022 Completed: 28-05-2022

Take Me To Church by LarrySTaylorsVersion

Based in a strict religious settlement in England, sixteen year old Harry Styles had never had much to do with the misfit Louis Tomlinson. Blind to love and much common sense at all, as he and his neighbour grow closer maybe he'll learn a thing or two about love and life. And just how society treats the people that don't fit into the box they want you to. And how family is the people you choose. Louis. A shunned gay labeled as corrupted by the devil. And well, he has a plan. A plan to run away. Something he never thought he'd put aside for anyone. Turns out Louis isn't the only one who needs to learn about love. And he's not the only one needs to run away

Another Cinderella Story (Larry Stylinson spin off) by Aliali1d

After Louis' parents died, his life was turned upside down. He cleans everything, cooks everything, and takes care of anything his stepmother and stepbrothers need. One day at school there was a masquerade and he dances with the hottest jock at his school, Harry Styles. What if Louis forgets something? What would he do?

My Nine Brothers~ One Direction & 5sos & Harry Potter by duuuuuude12

[ONE] Growing up, Hope Stylinson was supposed to be the favorite child. I mean, it only took her parents nine tries to have a girl. But things change when her nerdy, weird, annoying older brothers become teen heartthrobs overnight. But to the world, she's just the girl who disappears every school year to go to some fancy boarding school. Follow Hope on her journey

Fine Line - Larry Stylinson AU by Ness2813

A love that got so toxic. "What are we doing here Harry? Liam? For fucks sake!" "Louis. Calm down. We're concerned about you two." "Aren't we on a hiatus? You should be doing your own thing." The car door opened and in climbed Niall, then him. "Oh fuck no." "You're not leaving this car. We're taking you to see a therapist. We're going to fix you two." "We're not even having problems- "The fuck you are. Harry still calls." Louis looked at Harry with betrayal "You still call him? And complain?! About us?! Harry- "Don't blame him. He loves you and just wants you both to be happy. So do we. So shut up, and put your seatbelt on. We're going, no fucking buts."

he dies at the end / l.s. + m.c. by sunshineash-

The day had already been monumentally shitty. The worst of the worst days. An absolute steaming-pile-of-crap day. So, really, it was only natural to finish it with a perfect cherry on top - his call from Death-Cast. He was alone when the unmistakable ringtone began to blare from his phone. He knew what it was immediately. Of course he knew. It wasn't the first time he'd come face-to-face with it. It was, however, the first time it was intended for him. He thought about ignoring it; throwing his phone out the window or smashing it with a hammer. It was pointless, though. He knew that. He'd tried the denial route when Lauren received her call, but she was still buried in a cemetery a few towns over. So, what could he do but answer? ∙∘           ∙∘ ༻✪༺ ∙∘           ∙∘ or - a billionaire, his younger brother, and their bodyguard all get their calls from Death Cast in the middle of a snowstorm that leaves them immobile trigger warning: sexual assault of a minor, domestic abuse from a partner and parent, death, graphic violence, drug/alcohol abuse, reference to sh/harming oneself, and excessive cursing

Addicting (L.s AU)✔ by Onyxisis

Harry is in his second year of high-school but high-school would've been torture without his brother, Liam and his bestfriend, Niall. And it was about to become even more interesting when he meets Louis, one of the most popular kids in high-school and the one person his brother hates. But Harry had no idea until the night that changed everything. When Harry meets Louis again after their night, the memories, touches and feelings all start coming back, causing new feelings to form between the two. Soon, it will become addicting but they never said it would be easy when pasts are revealed and secrets are uncovered. ~~~~~~~~~ RANKINGS!!! #1 Ziall 01/09/2023 #1 Larry 08/12/2024 #2 louistomlinson 09/11/2024

Once upon a time by randymyqueen

Louis parents died when Louis was only a kid, from that day Liam did everything he could to take care of his little brother. But one day Liam has to go away for work for a while and can't take Louis with him. Liam's friends Edward, Harry and Marcel agree to take Louis in after some protesting. But things don't go smoothly, Edward, Harry and Marcel don't seem to like Louis all that much. Will their view change?

Her secret life by Daisybbi

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Calm after the Storm by Darling28__

Louis and Harry have been best friends since childhood and lovers since they were 15. They can't imagine their lives without each other and yet that's exactly what they both have to cope with when Harry is allowed to do a year's internship abroad. Both initially believe they can manage it but everything suddenly crumbles and neither of them knows how to hold on to the other. While Harry suddenly has a rising career ahead of him, Louis slips into an abusive relationship after their break up without realising it. But what happens when Harry comes back and stands in front of Louis again after years of separation? And how do you deal with it when you still love the other person as much as you did from the beginning?

Just Silly Kids (Larry Stylinson) by queen5NewBrokenScene

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