Creation
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MatureComplete Sun, Jun 13, 202112m
What happens when Shawn Mendes is suffering from a dissociative disorder and he cannot differentiate between reality and his illusions?
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He had pretend-friends though. Kanait, the girl he thought was the love of his life was nothing but a figment of his vivid imagination. He'd met Kainat, or more precisely created Kainat just two months before he met Aicusa. Aicusa couldn't figure out what was wrong with him in the beginning. He talked about his girlfriend, he seemed so in love with her, he even wrote a whole album for her but Aicusa had to make him come to terms with the fact that Kainat was just his delusion, she was a hallucination.
His life seemed like a trap, a trap of mind games he was stuck in. But while trying to get out of the vicious pit, he fell in deeper.
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