Envious
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MatureComplete Fri, Mar 6, 20152h 2m
I don't love her more than just sex, but why does my heart leap out of my chest when she smiles, or kisses me. I have to tell her that we're just best mates that use each other for relief. Why do I think I'm slowly falling in love, I shouldn't.
I don't want to be rejected by her, cause if I do my world will come to a devastating end. Fuck what's wrong with me, I'm fighting with myself in my head, I don't even know who I am anymore. For Pete-sake I need to man up, I'm Zayn Fucking Malik.
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