My nose was red and my eyes blotchy from crying. I looked like sh*t. Im going to get over him. It has been six years, it is time. I looked at my flowers and grabbed them ready to take a my first step. I walk to my front door and opened it revealing Nathan curled up and slanting against the door frame. His hair was a mess and his nose also looked like Rudolph's. I felt my heart break, but I sucked it up and tossed them right at him. Cruel, I know. He jumped slightly, waking up, and squinted his eyes at me in confusion. Then he grabbed a flower that was thrown at him and looked up at me, his chin wobbled and eyes watered, full of pain. “Please Isabel, don't do this” It killed me. I wiped a stray tear and said, ”Goodbye Nathan" I swear it gets better, the first chapters are bad. This is also not just about hockey, it was just the way I wanted the main characters to interact. Sorry if there are any errors. Feel free to correct me anytime!