I believe... do you?
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  • Reads 23,659
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  • Parts 49
  • Time 10h 10m
Ongoing, First published Jun 14, 2021
Mature
*****CURRENTLY ACTIVE AS OF OCTOBER 2023***** MATHEW BARZAL FANFIC!! 

 "Mat, I think you need stitches. Are there any trainers here still?" She asks while now looking up at me. 

My heart jumps at the way she says "Mat". She's breathtaking. I noticed it from the moment I stepped into the locker room, but I was overridden with anger to let it affect me. But, the sound of her voice and her clear compassion is calming me. I'm now curious about her and I want to know more. Her eyes are a beautiful hazel green / brown. She's wearing make up but not too much, just enough to enhance her natural beauty that's so clearly hidden underneath. 

"Um, no. No I don't think so." I reply. I see her body visibly lose tension when I respond softer now, I notice her lips go from a firm line, to their relaxed state. Her lips are full, and the ends are slightly turned upward, giving her a permanent smile, even when focusing. How beautiful. 

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World renowned hockey superstar, Mathew Barzal finds himself head over heels for young small town college girl Cadence Montonui. How will Cadence handle dating her celebrity crush and how will their relationship handle between fame and local ex's? Will their love overcome the struggles and challenges ahead?
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