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This Is Me

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Reads 93,368
Votes 4,594
Parts 22
Time 1h 43m

Mature

George loved dresses, they loved how they flowed so elegantly in the slightest of breezes, how beautiful dresses looked when George stood admiring them in front of a mirror for hours, looking at every stitch and every sequin. 

Clay on the other hand, despite having two dads was homophobic, he despised his dads and how they held one another in each other's arms. But that was all a mask only he didn't dare to admit it. After all the rough times he had gone through, he was not longer the one who was bullied. He was the bully. 

It was for sure that George wasn't going to be able to keep wearing dresses in secret forever, it was only a matter of time until people found out, but how would everyone respond? More importantly, how would Clay their best friend respond?

TW's:
-Homo(trans)phobia (F-slur)
-Panic attack (just one)
-Bullying
-AbuseAll Rights Reserved

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