She gets the Flowers

I have always been confident of who I am, never have I tried to compare nor compete with someone else.

Maybe because I have flourished this confidece by knowing that although I am far from those pampered, godessly beautiful girls, the fact that I am able to bring out the best in me by myself and knowing that my flaws should never shadow my own beauty that I think is what makes me unique and beautiful.

Having confidence about your beauty fades overtime along with your beauty but to be confident on to what makes you YOU with all the flaws and nasty cuts it should and would carry you onwards.

Or so I thought. Dahil habang naririnig ko siyang umaamin sa akin na pinagtaksilan niya ako ramdam ko ang pagkabasag ng puso ko at buong pagkatao ko na ilang taon kong inaalagaan. And here I am staring at the girl with the beauty of a Goddess, sweet, fragile and princess like. Ano nga bang sabi ko? Nakakatawang inisip ko na hindi ko kailanman e co-compare ang sarili ko sa iba, kasi habang nakatingin ako sa kaniya envy has over flodded me. Lahat ng baka naisip ko na, baka kong kasing puti niya ako? Baka kung kasing flawless niya ako? Baka kung kasing yaman nila kami at alagang alaga ako hindi ako ipagpapalit?

Pero lahat ng baka na naiisip ko humahangtong lang sa 'Wala e ito lang ako. Ganito lang ako. Hanggang dito lang ang kaya ko.'