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Before I Kill Myself

SwagStarJohnson

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Parts 13
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Reads 31,275
Votes 1,599
Parts 13
Time 25m

SwagStarJohnson

abuse bullying drama fanfiction generalfiction shortstory suspense teenfiction wattys2014

Fourteen year old Caleb lives in a cold  world of her own. From being the kid  everybody points at and laugh at school, to being the daughter her mother  abuse and blames for messing up her life. You would think being the only child would give you royalties but in Caleb's case, it gives you evil thoughts. School is like a nightmare and home is like a haunted house to a two year old. Can she see her way out or give up? But Before she kill herself.All Rights Reserved

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Make it until June (Completed) by lisaheft

When Justine DeMont's Mom told her that she is sending her across the country to live with her Dad a week before her senior year, she thought she was dreaming. Is she really escaping the hell she lives in? A place where she is bullied by her classmates and neglected and abused by her mom. Hopefully she can coast below the radar at her new school, maybe even make a friend. When she arrives in Bentley she is overwhelmed with how happy her Dad is to have her live with him. She was always told that her Dad left because he didn't want her. She soon becomes friends with Ferg, her next door neighbor. He attaches himself to her hip for the last few days until school. She finds herself finally feeling like she could actually be happy here. Then school starts. It's like her whole world changes in an instant.

Under the Stars by theflowerstories

**I WROTE THIS WHEN I WAS 13** Caleb is the typical guy that every girl wants. He's hot and charming, and he knows that very well. What makes him even more popular is that Caleb isn't a player. He knows how to treat a girl and he's friendly with everyone, making him irresistible. Then, his everyday life takes a different twist one sunny day. It's weird to see him annoyed that his homeroom teacher called him in from his football practice to deliver homework to a classmate, a girl named Rose that refuses to go to school. Rose takes the online classes instead, and the homeroom teacher wants her to come back in class for a certain reason. The school can't risk her getting expelled for skipping. Caleb goes to Rose's house, confident that he can convince her to come to school. But he didn't expect a quiet but beautiful house. He is directed by her parents to leave her stuff in her room and to leave quickly. Curiosity takes the best of him and Caleb wanders around the gorgeous house. He enters a closet. And he also didn't expect a girl, the classmate 'living' in that closet. Rose's blind and she's deaf. The unexpected love between two completely different people begins.

Surviving My Mother's Shadow by TrixieStixs

Twelve year old Caleb is failing school, pushing away his friends, and letting his health fall into oblivion. But with a malevolent being stalking him and pretending to be his deceased mother, he's less concerned about the gaze of society, and more focused on staying alive. *** Inspired by true events.

Don't Call Him That by Clarksonthesnake

Erik and Clarkson are high school sophomores. Erik is an intellectually disabled teen with a horribly abusive family. He lives each day in fear of what his mother will do to him, not to mention the fear of his school bullies. Clarkson is a semi-popular nonbinary student who is assigned as Erik's "buddy" on the first day of school. Little do they know that they will become Erik's best friend, and eventually his datemate. But what happens when Clarkson finds out about the abuse Erik endures? Will Erik's horrid mother end up behind bars? *TW: graphic abuse scenes (sexual and physical), suicide, eating disorders, and slurs (the r slur, st*pid and id*ot) (if you don't think those are slurs, I don't care. Don't give me hate, okay?) Read at your own risk! **This is a fanfic about me and my fictional love that I created (the original story is not on wattpad, it's just on google docs).

All Alone by xo_JJ_xo

Kimberly Weatherhead has the worst life any fourteen year old girl could have. Her mother has died with colon cancer, he dad is rarely sober and abuses her, she is being bullied and has no friends. Will it end well..?

It's a Love-Hate relationship by itskeyaaa_

Summer Jones doesn't have a perfect life - a crazy half family, dropping grades and absolutely no idea on what she's doing in life. This tomboy has no care in the world about anything except her sleep, food and loved ones. In that order (or not). But someone's about to crash that scale of preference and make her mind even crazier. Caleb Anderson seemed to have a perfect life. He had the looks, the crazy psycho girls running behind him and amazing soccer skills. What more could he need, right? Wrong. All he needed was a wild Summer Jones to spice his life up and all she needed was an arrogant Caleb Anderson to show her how to live fully in life. Would these two completely independent people, go past their hatred for each other and depend on that one chance brought to them? *** "I just got started. Wait and watch how I ruin your entire existence." He narrows his eyes at me, challenging me to come at him. "Are you sure you didn't just walk into the wall when you were young? You seem to have had your head hit pretty bad considering the consequential brain cells loss." I say while crossing my arms over my chest to get my point across. "Take care of those heavy words, blondie. You might just have to pay for them." That seemed to anger him so I smirked even more, despite him calling me blondie. Trust me, I've got that a lot. "It's okay, I anyways don't deal with cheap stuff like you." I throw him the most sarcastic smile I could ever muster. Told you it's a love-hate relationship. A humorous non-cliché story with absolute madness, relatable characters, lots of laughter and lots of conflicting emotions from Summer and Caleb. Warning: contains some abusive content. Written by a 16-year-old who has no idea on how to write all this. Promise it gets better after a few chapters :) *** Ranked #1 in badboy on 13/11/2019 #1 in summer #7 in #teenfiction #2 in #hateatfirstsight #1 in Caleb

Records of Abysse (Old Version) by ClystGlitch

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𝐁𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐑𝐮𝐧𝐬 𝐃𝐞𝐞𝐩 by f33lingsforfiction

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What would you choose? by Catmonk

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Make it until June (Completed)

When Justine DeMont's Mom told her that she is sending her across the country to live with her Dad a week before her senior year, she thought she was dreaming. Is she really escaping the hell she lives in? A place where she is bullied by her classmates and neglected and abused by her mom. Hopefully she can coast below the radar at her new school, maybe even make a friend. When she arrives in Bentley she is overwhelmed with how happy her Dad is to have her live with him. She was always told that her Dad left because he didn't want her. She soon becomes friends with Ferg, her next door neighbor. He attaches himself to her hip for the last few days until school. She finds herself finally feeling like she could actually be happy here. Then school starts. It's like her whole world changes in an instant.