Nightmares
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Ongoing<5 mins
Last published Tue, Mar 8, 2022
I have Ctptsd
I have bipolar depression
I believe I have bpd I think I need to see a new Dr
I have high functioning anxiety
I have nightmares
and I'm writing them here
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Breathe
Help, I have done it again I have been here many times before Hurt myself again today And the worst part is there's no one else to blame Be my friend, hold me Wrap me up, unfold me I am small, and needy Warm me up and breathe me Ouch, I have lost myself again Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found Yeah, I think that I might break Lost myself again and I feel unsafeComplete
Suffer
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𝗔𝗻𝗴𝗶𝗻'𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝗮 𝘄𝗵𝗼𝗹𝗲 𝗿𝘂𝗰𝗸𝘂𝘀 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗮𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝘁𝗲𝗻 𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘀 𝗼𝗹𝗱. 𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗼𝗹𝗱 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸. . . 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗵𝗼𝘄?
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