Suppressing her homosexual urges her entire life, Jaia Black finds herself in the throws of Veronika, a mysterious woman Jaia had sought out on the internet, hoping to have a sensual, sexual experience with a woman before she died. Never knowing the courage to have a woman's touch, Jaia goes on this journey with every intention to come home in one piece. Defying her marriage to make the trip from Boston to the secluded Grants Pass area, Jaia is completely out of her element - becoming a hostage before she has the chance to experience what she came for - liberation. Instead, she finds a new sort of prison cell. Spending hardly any time with her captor, Jaia is left in a room with just enough food and water to survive. This time, she's not going insane over the loss of the person she wanted to be. Now, she has a litter box and rotting flesh in a cabin near the coast, and the whole world believes she is dead. Is there any sort of salvation for Jaia, or is she destined to remain Veronika's pet?
Gwen, desperate to feel something, kills someone. But she quickly learns that one kill is never enough. Can Gwen stop before she turns on her own family?
**INCLUDES BONUS BOOK - A CHILD CALLED WENDY**
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It was just an experiment. Simply kill one person to see what it felt like. See beauty in the moment of death. See if it filled the void within her. It didn't. Nor did it the next time. Or the next. Gwen is an ordinary person. Wife to Amanda. Mother to Grace and Alexandra. Suddenly, she is no longer ordinary as she finds herself battling her urges and demons before she hurts those closest to her. But is it already too late?
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**WATTY 2021 SHORLIST!**
A multiple Wattpad Featured Story
#1 in Fiction
#1 in Homicide
#1 in Killing
#1 in Scary
#1 in Serial Killer
#1 in Terror
#1 in Death
#1 in Murderer
#1 in Creepy
#1 in Adult
#6 in LGBTQ
#1 in girlxgirl