I Don't Eat CupCakes (wattys2015)
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***I Don't Eat Cupcakes***
"Cupcake?" I eyed the sugary snack and willed myself not to stuff the whole thing in my mouth.
"No thanks. I'm not hungry." Lie
"I ate before I got here." Lie
"So I'm pretty full." In case you haven't guessed it yet that was also a big. fat. lie.
Now why would I not want to eat a perfectly frosted chocolate cupcake with rainbow sprinkles? I mean, who in their right mind would do that? It's a chocolate cupcake! But I'm not in my right mind, I don't even know where my mind is anymore, all I have is a voice in my head saying-never mind. I'll just get straight to the point and tell you who I am.
Hi. I'm, Diane Coleman and I'm anorexic.
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