Secretly Hurting
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- Parti 1
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Ultima pubblicazione sab, giu 19, 2021
I miss him but I hate him.
I love him but I hate him.
I'm still hurting , I can't forgive him for what he did to me. I really despise him.
I lost myself in the dark, If I can only turn back the time I would not choose being in the dark hurting alone, instead I would choose being in the dark with you. Where we both can keep hurting each other emotionally till we are completely numb.
I'm Harika Stella Fernandez and this is my story.
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