The title is basically as it says. please read. (mostly jake x Johnnie) Will make a bottom Johnnie one soon !! follow me for more.

content warnings: eating disorders, self harm, mental health issues/bpd, potential substance abuse - y/n is a british streamer and small music artist with bpd who moved to LA at 15 after the tragic, unexpected death of her mother. y/n loves alternative and emo culture as she feels like she is understood in the community. recently discharged from hospital, she feels there's no hope, until.. - johnnie guilbert is a content creator who also makes music occasionally. He's suffered with his mental health for years after the unfortunate loss of his father and has been on a semi-documented recovery journey. his dark humour and edgy style make his fan base and friends love to be around him. he had no intention of falling in love until his best friend jake webber introduces him to a special girl. [ mainly wrote this to feed into my delusions ]

I'm fiveteen and for some reason my mom doesn't trust me enough to be home alone all night. My parents were both going on a "date" night thing and weren't going to be home until the next day. All I know is I LOVE my babysitter

A Story on how two Youtubers of the names of Johnnie Guilbert and Kyle Hall reveal their secret affection for each other will things go according to plan? Or will High School bullies tear them apart?

You are Y/N, a young adult who just moved to LA to live with your best friend, Tarayummy. You needed a change of scenery, and what better place to go than LA? You've been really close friends with Johnnie Guilbert since his MDE years, and you've just reconnected with each other. He invites you out with his best friend, Jake Webber, and you two hit it off instantly. And maybe you click a little too well.

Star has learned to never trust a guy in her life.. But one day when she bumps into her idol, she discovers that maybe she can. But will their love last forever or will attack of the fangirls destroy her?

Y/n loves this YouTuber named Johnnie Guilbert he has noticed her many times on live and even liked and also replied to so many of her comments. At her lowest, she just watches him until she feels better. One day everything changed when she went to Downtown LA on a warm fall day... ☆•º・☆Extra: ↓ Some smut parts ⚠️Warnings: Drinking, Swearing, Se✖︎, Fighting, Abuse (not with Johhnie read to find out tho)

Red, not your average teenage girl meets a famous YouTuber by the name Johnnie Guilbert. through there friendship they face many battles between there feelings and fans. Will there friends break them apart or will there feelings for each other fade away.