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I Lose And I Gain. (BoyXBoy) {Book 1}

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After his beloved boyfriend dies in a car accident, Devin Dan Maag changes for the worst, he's no longer the happy outgoing Devin that everybody knew.
One day Devin decides to put an end to the pain and do the worst, and most selfish act.
But then, at that exact same moment, someone knocked on the door.
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"You lose and you gain in life, but no matter what you have to keep moving forward." — SkeneKidz (Let The Games Begin)All Rights Reserved

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