His Raison D'être
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  • Parts 8
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  • Reads 198
  • Votes 25
  • Parts 8
  • Time 27m
Ongoing, First published Jun 19, 2021
Mature
**THIS IS A GAY STORY IF YOU'RE NOT COMFORTABLE READING IT THEN DON'T**
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raison d'être  [noun]
 /ˌreɪzɒ̃ ˈdetrə/
 /ˌreɪzɔːn ˈdetrə/
​the most important reason for somebody's something's existence
(from oxford dictionary)

Myles father, whom Myles called 'Daddy', passed away when he was 7. From then on his life turned into a living hell. 

Everyday he texts his deceased father's old phone number. One unfortunate day, he was ready to end it all. He sent his last message ever to his father's old number. 

'Ding' 

'Listen kid, I don't know what you're going through but I'm sure it's very tough, however. Do NOT. End it.' 



Alverton has no parents, no family members, and nothing to live for. He may be rich, but money doesn't buy happiness. Everyday seems boring and dull to him. Wake up. Work. Sleep. Repeat. Life seemed like a never ending loop of emptiness and dullness that would go on for eternity, and it swallowed him whole. Nothing seem to made him excited or care. 

One day, 'Ding' someone sent him a message that wasn't business related. 

After reading the message, he realised that the sender of the message, in some ways, reminded him of himself. From then on, he decided that helping the sender would be the sole purpose in life.


Alverton, a person who has no reason to live, found his Raison D'être.




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