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Chaos is Kind | 18+

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Reads 50,494
Votes 780
Parts 22
Time 1h 46m

Mature

Warning! Lots of smut, violence and course language throughout the story!

When Wren is admitted to a psychiatric care facility, she meets nineteen year old Bellamy Dalton and their relationship is rocky to say the least but when Wren mysteriously wakes up in Bellamy's apartment one morning she is stuck with the question if how she got there and if she should stay.

Fighting the connection between the two of them they must decide whether to work through their respectful issues or go their separate ways... 

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He had me sitting on the bathroom counter within seconds and I felt his large hands travel up between my thighs.

His fingers were between my folds, running up and back gentle at an agonising pace and covering me in warm trickling liquid.

"Fuck-" I moaned against his lips as he nicked my clit momentarily.

"Is this what you wanted?" He hissed as my breath hitched and he plunged his fingers deep into me.

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Disclaimer, I wrote this when I was thirteen and had it sitting in my drafts for a year or two before I edited it a little. I kind of hate it now but anyways- hope y'all like it. It's also a pretty short book with a lot going on in only about 20 chapters but I still re-read it from time to time if I get bored, let me know what you think if you decide to read it :)

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