But, I never Died
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Last published Wed, Jun 30, 2021
Dazai once said, "This I want to believe implicitly: Man was born for love and revolution."
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but!
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i can't see the bright colors of love with my own eyes. Everything seems a mere presentation of sham glamour but is, no doubt felt but is, no doubt touched.. but, i can't see with my own eyes.. (Jade)
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I always believed, "living was just a plain task". A task to submit to your own guilt.
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I always wanted an escape but i was afraid to die...
"I knew, I was frightened of aloneness."
"I watched myself die, but i never died."
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who knew Jade Andrew would return back to her Grandpa after her Mom's death and meet Reese Miller- a young heir of Miller family.. who Knew that the start got them jumbled up into the bitter-sweet moments, and ended up hurting each other as both of them had significant differences..
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A simple love story of two young humans who never admitted if they loved at first sight.. A journey of making an eye contact to avoiding their total existence.. Not they were ready, but they are no longer able to hide what their hearts want to say.. This is the heavy fusion of love and despair.
A love that they never wanted to have founded!!
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