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Reads 4,821,412
Votes 111,152
Parts 48
Time 11h 9m

Mature

[01/07/2021] - [13/04/2023]

"You can't keep going around like a fucking maniac and treating me like shit. That isn't how relationships work," Sophia's voice was havoc as she verbalized her emotions. 

"That isn't how we work..." 

Tired, vulnerable and agitated at not only him, but herself. 

How could she let herself get this far, in such little time?

He looked down, ashamed, not wanting to respond. His heart felt like it was beating faster than it should've. 

"I forgot how it felt to love you." 

As soon as those words were uttered from Sophia's lips, his world broke apart. 

Gone, in just a matter of seconds.

                                                     - - -

When Sophia Adam moves to a new town, she wishes nothing more than a boring, new life, to separate herself from her past. 

Moving meant completing university and getting a clerkship with a judge. Moving meant making refreshing new friends, and meeting a mysterious guy that seems hell-bent on getting to know her. 

To Sophia, moving to a new town was everything she imagined and more. She just didn't expect her past to follow.All Rights Reserved

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