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Everyday the urge 2 scream

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Reads 171
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Parts 9
Time 12m

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This book is like a diary which is about my feelings,dreams,problems and thoughts. It also deals w the impact the media or even school has on teenager.

I am a 15 year old girl and would like to tell you my story.  
I know it may not seem as dramatic as u guys thought it'd be but I sincerely hope that you understand what a huge impact my story has on me,my life and mental health.
As I didn't thought of publishing it in any way it isn't written like a normal book or story idk.

I still hope 2 receive feedback&lt;3 

Remember that I and many other people love you! 
Stay strong darling&lt;33All Rights Reserved

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