Selfless Intimacy
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Last published Sat, Nov 27, 2021
[[Warning: Triggering Past and Abuse//Mature Languages that includes swearing words// Violence //OcxCanon Story]]
Tabi might have lost the ability to have a deep love bond after his breakup with his Girlfriend and his hatred towards Daddy Dearest and Girlfriend continues but he still has emotions that he just couldn't understand or describe, yet him having so much insecurities and trust issues around the others makes it even harder for him to handle. Nightmares appeared every night he sleeps, causing him to have insomnia sometimes too.
One day, he's reconciled with his long-lost friend, Ashira who was once closest friends with Tabi, Aldryx and Agoti back in the past. Throughout his time hanging out with his friends, he learns that he's not the one who's struggling inside but his friends are too, especially Ashira who's gone through bad mental illness alone by herself.
[[I would not recommend you to read it if you have a faint of heart and cannot handle it, don't worry I will put warnings in chapters that mention triggering, don't ask why I put occasion as a warning, read the author note first before you start Chapter One]]
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