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Perfection isn't real

Georgiakatelyn1xx

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Georgiakatelyn1xx

My names is Emily, Emily Robinson, some people call me crazy, well what can I say I'm a total nut job, I have a bad case of OCD, i lost my dad due to leukaemia, and my mum doesn't stop drinking, I guess you can say they always have and always will mean a lot to me even though they are and where totally crazy, I still loved them. 
My friends think I'm crazy and don't really talk to me anymore apart from dani, Lauren, and James and Taylor who are twins. When I was 15 my mum decided she was gonna take me to a care unit because she found me lying on the floor crying saying"I want to be perfect"now I'm stuck in a care unit with tiny walls which are annoying because they are not perfect and neither is my bed, my bed is wonky, the people come around checking my room and pulling everything out which frustrates me so I follow them and clean up the mess that they leave, I don't like to socialise with the other people in the care unit because they think I'm weird, but they don't know I want to be perfect I want to be normal. Like everybody else.All Rights Reserved

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