I'm Ready To Die
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Last published Thu, Oct 28, 2021
She's ready to die.
She want to die.
Partying,smoking,suicidal thoughts That's her life.
Pero what if?
What if maka tagpo sya ng isang lalaki na magpapa-realize sa kanya ng mga bagay bagay na hindi solusyon ang pagpapakamatay Magpaparamdam sa kanya ng mga pakiramdam na hindi nya naramdaman sa mga mahahalagang tao sa buhay nya.
What if kung kelan nya na-realize na masarap pa din mabuhay?sa piling ng lalaking iyon?.Is she really ready to die?.
Gugustuhin pa ba nya mawala sa mundo kung may tao ng nagmamahal sa kanya ng totoo?.
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