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WONDER. [ binhwan ]
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Last published Fri, Jul 9, 2021
I wonder, do you believe in 'beautiful pain' phase? What I mean is, why is it pain when you see it amazingly beautiful? Why is it beautiful when you could feel the pain more? Why, why, why?
I always wonder.
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⚠️ WARNING: BL (boys love, skip if you can't read, R+18.
❗FULL GENRE: Angst, romance, slight fluff.
📌 NOTE: Using chronological plot and slightly reverse plot. English isn't my mother language so pls pardon my mistakes and kindly tell me if I write something wrong.
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