losing control over my mind
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Last published Sat, Jun 26, 2021
this is my first story about Spencer Reids drug addiction
TW: Drugs, Withdraws, Depression, Suicide, Nightmares, PTSD
i do not own the rights for any characters , or official names. But i do own the storyline.
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