Becoming Y/N

She loves reading books, learned about fanfiction, obsessed with smut, BL, and Y/N she got hooked. Reading smut opened her eyes to a different kind of reading experience and now she wanted to experience it in real life, with who? she does not know yet if would it only be one definitely not. Now returning to a country where her heart first got broken. Her life started to turn into a fanfiction story with romance, sexually frustrated characters, men fighting over her, a bit of mystery, and comedy thrown in for good measure.

"How I want to be someone's Y/N, you know? I want to know what it feels like to fall crazily in love with someone and that someone is also crazily in love with me. Will it be euphoric like the authors describe in the books when the characters realize they are in love with each other? How great sex would feel, and I think I won't mind him doing Mr.Grey all over me."
"WOW...that won't happen, not if I can help it. That shit is unsafe and mentally unhealthy you will never do that, understand?"
"Why? What if I think vanilla is boring?"