Over, Gone, and Lost
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- Oylar 16
- Bölümler 19
"Whatcha doing?"
"I'm about to kill myself so don't try to stop me"
"I wasn't going to, but can I make a suggestion"
"What"
"You should do it on the bridge over Jefferson Lake, it's higher and the water is colder so if you don't die on impact you will freeze to death as you drown,"
"Is this some sort o reverse psychology thing?"
"No, I'm just trying to help, I can take you there if you want and I won't try to convince you not to do it"
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Caroline was done. she was ready for it all to be over. She was ready to die.
Ben was bored. He just so happened to go over the same bridge Caroline was ready to jump off of.
Today Ben was going to help this girl kill herself by taking her to a better bridge two hours away.
But what can happen on a two-hour drive? Will Ben save Caroline or will Caroline save Ben?
Started June 24th, 2021
WARNING: This story contains a lot of talk of about suicide and other triggering topics
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