Everybody said when someone close dies, you lose a part of yourself. That was a lie because I feel like a part of me wasn't just taken away but all of me. I feel so numb; part of me wonders when I will crumble into ashes and let my remains be whisked away into an ocean or be buried six feet under. ******* Evermore loses her breaking point when she loses the person she connects to the most. She faced multiple obstacles crossing her path. Will she ever let her new family and friends into her life? Will she get the help she needs, or will she be lost forever in her head? ___________ s/n: Numb is my first book, and I hope you like it and please leave me a friendly critic at the end of my first chapter; thank you!