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Intoxicated

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angry depressed okay sad tired

How do I feel?

I feel alone. I can't let people in, I'll only get hurt. I feel scared. Not only of people and places, but of myself too. What if I lose control again? I feel guilty. It's all my fault I'm like this, I just can't seem to change myself.

But how is it that I feel all of those feelings, and still feel nothing?Tüm hakları saklıdır

angry depressed okay sad tired

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My Prison Called Life (Bio 1)

This is a bio about me and what I went through as a child. You see I was abused not just by both parents but my whole family. I know you guys probably heard about all of this before but I want to write this. It will help me forget about my past and let me move on. I was suicidal and I wanted to give up but I didn't. So this is a story of what happened before Ways To Stop Bullying and after it. Journey with me when you see the hell I went through and how I made it out to be the person I am today. To be honest this is something that scares me more than anything in the world by writing this. But I want to and need to. To be warned it will get ugly and it might not look that bad to most people who probably had it worse than me. But this isn't why I'm writing this to get sympathy I'm writing this so I can finally move on and say. I done this I lived through it. I doubt anyone would read this and if they do I doubt many will but I don't care I'm writing this for me and if it helps others? I'm glad so I don't know what else to say so this is all.

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